So, I looked at like, my first journal entry to this site. Haha. I was such a fucking sap. Unbelievably naive, and wayyy to defiant for my own damn good. I'm still defiant, sharper than shrapnel and just as hurtful, and a raging chain smoker now. (Alcoholic for about a month after a nasty breakup, that was stupid too.) I am now going to community college, funded in full by mommy and daddy, but that doesn't stop me from occasionally taking shit for granted (obviously). So yeah, if I haven't responded to comments, faves, the like, I'm sorry.